Events Continue

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The spirit in my house has now decided that she is going to speak to ElderDaughter as well.

She heard the voice say “Mom?” in the basement. 

She was the only one home at the time.

And last night, as she was going down the stairs, she noticed my cat at the bottom of the stairwell, lying on the floor, looking up at her.  Just as she reached the bottom of the steps – she heard “Here, kitty, kitty, kitty…”

In a voice that sounded just like hers.

And there was no one else there.

I told ED about the lost child last night.  I don’t speak about it much, it was so long ago now, almost 20 years… and it changes nothing about their lives growing up. 

But, it was time.

And I learned in return, that ED had a miscarriage as well, about a year ago, that she didn’t want to tell me about, but felt she had to now, because of what I’d revealed to her.

Odd and unsettling, how history repeats itself, over and over and over.

My mother was 20, and a nanny, when she discovered her pregnancy with her first child.

I was 20, and a nanny, when I discovered my pregnancy with ED.

ED was 20 when she discovered she was pregnant with Little Buddha.

Both ED and I have lost a child through miscarriage, and didn’t feel we could tell the other about it, until this haunting started getting more and more familiar.

….. And events continue….

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